Ik din aega

Just recorded the song Ik din Aega in my cell...knowing that im one of the most horrible singers ever:D..but i like it..so who cares:P

Bond's okay...a bit weird...dunno wat keeps on bothering him every once in a while...hes moody...yeh..maybe thats it..mayb its becouse of Maro Baji n studies n Aunty...hope it gets better soon

and nothing else...m loving the blog more everytyme i write in it...:)

m going to knit socks on his birthday:P...sounds even funnier while writing it..but hey!..thats me...wanted it to b different this tyme...something in which i could put the unsaid...unexpressed...:)...thats y i wanted to make sthing from my own hands..lets see..hope that works....

The dreams go on....

wrote this on 15th June 2002...
To begin with...one dark night...my hands are itching to write...but i am lost in the desert of lostness(duh!)...looking around...my eyes searching...my eyes searching...my mind focusing...my thoughts wandering and in the deep sea of life i look for something valuable and worthwhile to write and i end up in a jungle of bizzare ideas...trying to find the path to success...the ladder to my destiny,conquering the gloom in my path...taking out thorns out of roses..with a glimmer of hope...a gleam in my eyes to be a writer...expressing waht is true..here i find myself in a starry night gazing up at the sky...carrying the glittering stars and that is my destiny...to reach them and to do even more..something even more extra ordinary than newton or einstein....jane auston or shakespeare,,,and thinking and pondering over these thoughts..i find myself in a humungous library..so that i could learn n learn n learn my way through life...enjoying happiness at it peak and dividing sorrows to their minimum...then again i find myself in the dungeons of Proffessor Snape's potions class...asking him...infact begging him to create a potion for me...n for everyone that would always make us happy...and the dreamz go on....



ps..btw i hate Snape now!!1

with Ufone i dream the impossible

first of awl id like to thanx pistol khan(kitkats future husband) for this stroke of inspiration.
*oscar tears again*
hahhahaa
oh...its the contagious laughter again...heheh...dunno wat happens n all i have is the urge to laugh that maniac wali insane laughter...that was a great testimonial mahwash:D

m sitting idle(as usual)...doin nuthin...here to write anything...theres a dvd lying in front me..aaah...the best of ashwerya rai...!....yaar that woman..so beautiful...they named a tulip afer her in holland to "celebrate her beauty".....those lovely eyes...n the balanced face..unfortunately "tipsy" voice....

aliza juss woke up...throwing a huge tantrum!(that sweatheart!)...hehhe...amazing how a childs laugh can make u smile even during the saddest of moments..its so innocent...so beautiful...so full of....cant find words:)
shes a dahling...great to b with her...trying to make her laugh...n her li'l fingers holding my huge ones(as compared to hers) to stand up...that expression of surprise and shararat when u play jjaaat with her...aaahh....masha allah!

ooh...Bond is here:)

channo

i have no clue where this title has come from...maybe because a card a read a few days ago...with mahwash sayin "to a special channo".hehe

anyways...fone agya...yipppeee!...balkay he called again today(dbl yipppeeee!)....m really happy... :) choti choti khushyan....cuz li'l things matter...they really do...cant wait fer him to come back.m totally happy...but it feels different...yeh...weird...i love talking to him so much...a chunk is missing outta myself...but i guess its a good thing...i just realise how much im treated like a princess:)...yep..thats true...its actually great...

have made sthing else fer Bond....it says..."OAy U R TOTALLY NUTS JI" wrote it out of different cuttings from magazines...i love it...its fresh.colourful.so-me actually.n according to mahwash..MUJHAY TO SCIZOPHRENIC*mahwash freaking out cuz if the wrong spelling* LAGTA HAI!...per i just love the cutting thing*Clinical psychologist mahwash raises her eyebrows*
hehe


harry potter is coming..cant wait



ps...miss ya sweetie*sad far fetched heroines wali look followed by a melancholy+cheesy indian song* hehe!

The Beginning

yeh...finally here...done it...thanx to mahwash (not maheads) who made it.

*mahwash sheds oscar tears*

hehehehehhehehehehh

ps..fone kiyun nahin ayaaaaaaaaaa!