Finding Neverland

Bachpan

2006-02-07T11:28:00.001-08:00

aaaah..dunno wats so gud abt this song...cant get enough of it

its beautiful

n it makes me almost cry!!!!

way to go kaavish!

Bachpan

2006-02-07T11:28:00.000-08:00

aaaah..dunno wats so gud abt this song...cant get enough of it

its beautiful

n it makes me almost cry!!!!

way to go kaavish!

i feel like...im 13!

2006-01-28T06:33:00.000-08:00

eveytime u look at me,
or when u make tea for me,
i feel like saying i love u.

everytime u make me smile,
just even for a little while,
i feel like saying i love u.

everytime u make me laugh,
n the way u have named me Half,
i feel like saying i love u.

everytime u smell my hair,
n call me all beautiful n fair,
i feel like saying i love u.

everytime u test my wits,
n tease me about having kids,
i feel like saying i love u.

everytime u hold my hand...all nice n sweet,
it makes my heart skip a beat,
i feel like saying i love u.

everytime u whisper in my ear,
n then i let go of every fear,
i feel like saying i love u.

everytime u say "mu ne fi" honey,
the day suddenly seems bright n sunny,
i feel like syaing i love u.

everytime we take a walk when its chilly,
n the way u become all pagal n silly,
i feel like saying i love u.

everytime ur company is hell lot of fun,
especially when u call urself a charsi n TUN!
i feel like saying i love u.

everytime u hold me close n tight,
n when ur face lights up at my sight,
i feel like saying i love u.

everytime u dress up n make spikes,
n wanting me to ride with on the bike,
i feel like saying i love u.

everytime we fight...u say sorry n i melt,
n thats the best thing i have ever felt,
i feel like saying i love u.

everytime u become all clever,
telling me that u will b thr forever,
i feel liek syaing i love u.

everytime u become so adorably romantic,
n me being shy n just FRANTIC!
i feel like syaing i love u.

everytime those big eyes look in to mine,
aaah..its just so intense-so divine,
i feel like saying i love u.

"Excuse me, Miss Manager...."

2006-01-26T00:59:00.000-08:00

yesterday i was eating out at clifton grill karachi n i heard a lady asking the waitor whether they made ice cubes out of mineral water....!!!!!!

ICE CUBES!

2006-01-20T07:33:00.000-08:00

i guess they r right

i AM too senstiive...

n again...y is it that its so horribly easy to piss me off?

TESTIMONIALS

2006-01-16T10:19:00.000-08:00

i have just gone through all the testimonials written for me..
here are a few things...amusing n of course of course..flattering!:

she gets possessive and demanding but it's only coz she likes to prove her sincerity ... which, hey, ain't a bad thing!

...i really enjoy my discussions with sairaa...on topics rangin from cricket to crushes :P...

kash mein banda hoti

typical girly stuff like very emotional hona is her style. iska tardemark bhi hai:P! aaaaaaaaawwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww

stylish,fashionable, always demanding something new :P

quite emotional at times.

... she has got a very funny character

She has the most infectious laugh in the world.

saira is the owner of the most beautiful cat, err kit kat of the universe ...

saira is a very special person...i have all the respect in the world for her !

i tell u, just ONE look this person needs to have at me...n she can tell me exactly just WAT i would b thinking
: meri jaan saira.. the love of my life ...
how cool she is wid my funks, wid my moods, wid each and every amount of strange new idiocies i keep coming up wid.. it's so brilliant.. i mean I can't thank Allah enuff for this wonderful friend... through thick, thin, highs, lows, ups, downs, goods, bads, funks, crazinesses, causes, spaghettis, jalferezis, mountain dews, adobe, harry potter, psychology, kamila shamsie, daniel radcliffe, poetry, ron weasley, and many other "crooked" stuff .... this girl has been a complete BLESSING of Allah to me. I absolutely love you, saira ... and you are 'my precious' ... hehehehe.. now u can go freak out wid that last bunch of inverted commas ...... hee heee heee... love ya, babay.. you rocccccccckkk!!!

saira bohat gandi bachi hay.. she does not like me.. i don't like her ... she does not do ne favors for neone... and she is sooooooooooooo not getting a birthday present from me....jaoo.. main naraz....*sniff sniff* ...<><<>><>>

gorgeous female who has the infectious laugh

And yes, getting that brownie stuck up my nose WAS gross.... i can't believe you wrote that in my TESTIMONIAL... adn that i'm writing it in yours!!!!

our punjab di kuri... all id say is kay.. punjab aint the same without her...

Saira is my partner in crime..thanx to her, a class fellow is dubbed SIEMENS now ...

Whatever. Yeah, they all say I'm compulsive, obssessive and possessive.I don't care.I wuv you, MISS Saira JEE

....thanks for sharing with me my hot pink moments..messy room seh leh kar us ki bahar janay ki obsession..aur yeh keh i would also like to mention sweetie pie...i mean the way she gets all concerned about sweetie pie..its adorable

I wuv you looooooaadddsssssshhhh.

:D

n of course...it has made my day!

manto

2006-01-07T12:59:00.000-08:00

saadat hassan manto is a creepy genius

genius no doubt but yep..the man is a creep..simply fascinated by ewwwwwww!!!

he some how reminded me of sigmund freud....

:)

2006-01-05T13:05:00.000-08:00

waaoow...i was so stressed...likhna chah rahi thi..
net ka kamaal hai jinaab..
page us waqt khula jab ro dho ker saara masla khatam hochuka hai ab

meray azeem pc aur net ko salaam

*salute*

untitled

2006-01-04T10:47:00.001-08:00

fear vs faith
weakness vs ambhition
truth vs falsehood
dreams vs life...

2006-01-02T10:06:00.000-08:00

i realised that im being too harsh

i take my words back

2005-12-30T07:39:00.000-08:00

Ammara Naser

my so called best friend...pal..miss hot pink...aur pata nahin kia kia...
been friends with her since 9th grade which makes it almost 5 yrs
ive had so many epxeriences through out this time...
i remember ammara telling me about her visits to the therapist...her dad's illness...family maslay...her only sister to whom she was really attatched is in canada n she misses her all the time...her gazllion crushes...no will to study...none at all...thinkin that she is deprived of all the things which a teenager MUST have...like a gap bag,expensive clothes,ur own corrolla witha a driver,a rich bf etc
i remember her being crazy all the time,pagal,not speaking ina group,thinking that queen rubbia is soo lucky wearing clothes worth 7000,hating school....
but tehn...i remember that day...when it went too far...it was scary actually...we were in the 10th grade....very good friends by that time....i was studying fo rmy mocks when she called me up n told me that she had taken pills....many disprins n i dont remember the other one...i was FREAKED out...told my mum n we ran to uzma jee's clinic...tariqb hai took us..i rememberr...i didnt know wat to do...aaah..n the time when she was being treated...the blood..her screams...bas...it was awful..i was so mad at her...but evthing sorted out n we became friends again
then there was another problem aftera a while...something personal...whihc byt he way she blabbed to the entire class...whihc totally ruined her already not-so-good reputation....everyone started talking about it..n me being crazy tried to explain,reason,help....n till my xamz..due to her n the pressure...i decided the best solution was to give her silent treatment...n i pulled it off...atleast i thought that i had...but then again...her mom came to see me...she really wanted me to talk to her...really..she was crying...i couldnt see her like that...i couldnt refuse..
we started talkig again..became really good friends again..
u must b thinking that y have i always been her friend...despite of all this..those who love me too much fail to undertsand...she has been a really good friend to me...a friend who is really my type..who likes hot pink...arjun rampalll..ghahaha...zaiyd khan...all the books...ammara...with whom ive seeen dozens of moviies...esp the teen ones..discussed eevry single person in school...had literally laughing fits on out lame jokes...saadi ko mil ker pagal banana...hanging out at park towers all the time...being CLAIRES crazy...she could listen to me for hours...whther she really listened..im not sure...but i guess she did...joined indus valley together,,..runnig away from queen rubbia..hehhe..even that was fun...going out with saadi ppl...i tried to race him with he in the car n later found out that had some phobia with racing or sthing...heheh..but those times were fun..really...it was that time when i realised that i loved her so much was when i just gave her my best friend...saadi had been my v v close friend...we used to talk fer hrs n hrs..until i slept on the fone n used to force him to hang up...i was soo happy when they decided to go out...saadi stopped talking to me anymore...really..i didntmind...i loved them together....woaoow..my two best friends together...going out as a group became even more tafreeh...
phir of course...things got complicated...but during this time...our friendship really strengthened...yeh it did..we used to call each other every single day n talk n talk n talk...
she sort of fullfilled that crieria i had built for myself...she used to come over at my place....we used to talk on reglar basis...hang out etc
but one day...again it happened...she called me up n said...saira please mujhay emergency main lay chalo...ive have had 34 pills n no one is at home right now...
first of all..i didnt belive her...n when i did...all i could do was run...i ran to my mum..told her..n grabbed the keys and drove to her place with asmat(my driver)with me...but those 15-20 minutes were really really awful...a thousand haunting thoughts came to mind...would she die in front of me?...wat if i couldnt do anything?...wat COULD i do?...n of course i called up Bond..tears were streaming down my face...i felt horrible...i cried a lot..nt only that day...but many days after that...
but i just realised wat am i doing...im sitting n writing about a person who is still giving me crap on msn right now...any use?...i dont think so..perhaps my writing about this all would make me feel better...would make me feel less of a hypocryte...

Bond n Half

2005-12-23T09:41:00.001-08:00

MSN per bethay bethay i described BOnd:

just too good to b true.. says:

hi..mera naam hai mister saryal
mujhay khaana bohat acha lagta ahi
sharam eray kareeeb say nahin guzri
mujhay neend bohat aati hai
aur main ik bandi ko bohat tang kerta huun
aur main samajhta huun k mian bohat muscular huun

and that is how i was described:

Can't take my eyes off you says:

hi..im miss saryal
main bohat buri hon laiken meray peechay jo banda hai woh bohat acha hai
main miss sarii hui hon thori si jalii hui bhi
main kitni khush kismat bandii hon kay aisa banda peechay pera
ay mujhay tareef kerwanay ka be had shoak hai aur koi jitni bhi kerta rahay mujhay hamesha hi kam lagti hai aur main tareef kernay walay ko kanjoos kehti huun
bas ab kia keron larkii hon na sara din ghar per hoti hon too keeray to nikaalon gi na
aur etcccccccccc

hhehehehe....found it really funny...n wonderfully weird actually....

Word to the Wise

2005-12-15T10:56:00.000-08:00

What to do when ur pc or msn is TOTALLY pissing u off

1. close ur eyes fer a moment n take deep breaths
2. try not to bang ur head against the wall
3. think of all the good things u have in life.
4. Never think that gadgets can make u feel helpless cuz that ll make u feel worse.
5. say “bhai sahib…aap azeem hain..plzzz chal jain!” maybe that ll work
6. Avoid swearing at the pc.
7. just switch it off n try doing something worthwhile :P

discovering cheese potential 2

2005-12-10T04:07:00.000-08:00

mahwash n i actually love this song :D

Lauryn Hill - Can't Take My Eyes Off Of You

You're just too good to be true.Can't take my eyes off you.You'd be like heaven to touch. I wannahold you so much. At long last love has arrived. And I thank God I'm alive. You'rejust too good to be true. Can't take my eyes off you.

Pardon the way that I stare. There's nothing else to compare. The sight of you leaves me weak. There are no words left to speak.But if you feel like I feel. Please let me knowthat it's real. You're just too good to be true.Can't take my eyes off you.

I need you baby, and if it's quite all right,I need you baby to warm a lonely night. I loveyou baby. Trust in me when I say: Oh pretty baby, don't bring me down I pray. Oh prettybaby, now that I found you, stay. And let me love you, oh baby let me love you, oh baby....

You're just too good to be true.Can't take my eyes off you.You'd be like heaven to touch. I wannahold you so much. At long last love has arrived. And I thank God I'm alive. You'rejust too good to be true. Can't take myeyes off you.

I need you baby, and if it's quite all right,I need you baby to warm a lonely night. I loveyou baby. Trust in me when I say: Oh prettybaby, don't bring me down I pray. Oh prettybaby, now that I found you, stay. And let me love you, oh baby let me love you, oh baby....

I need you baby, and if it's quite all right,I need you baby to warm a lonely night. I loveyou baby. Trust in me when I say: Oh prettybaby, don't bring me down I pray. Oh prettybaby, now that I found you, stay. And let me love you, oh baby let me love you, oh baby....

ps...ab insaano ko bhi samajh aayega talha :P

:)

2005-12-09T08:21:00.000-08:00

jkust realised that i havent been writing much...though i know i feel like...maybe im not frustrtated enough...not happy enough...because evertime i need a very strong reason to write n feel better...been workin on my skecthbook these days..goin great...showed it tro mahwash n bond...they both just love it:)
life is goin on...just wanted to write today,..laughed so much today...so much n so hard that i became all red...hhahaha..n of course had tears in my eyes..all because of teh fact that i said gandhU instead of Gandhi...yeh..thatw as exactly that moment when i realised ive lost it n it somewhat appeared to be soo funny...well...was out with mahwash(who btw was wwearing her PINK a sweatshirt with a hood n of course not to mention her DONT-TAKE-ME-SERIOUS haircut...hahahhahaha)...had a great time..really...friends...they r a blessing...such a big one that u cant imagine...the talking..the laughing...heheh//n mahwash trying to b punjabi///discuussing movies...books..the world...bond..badar...hehe...its fun..means a lot...
i can write a book on this...ut zaalim samaaj..thats it fer now..ayesha baji wants da pc:)

2005-10-23T11:02:00.000-07:00

Sar Kiye Yeh Pahaar, StringsSar Kiye Yeh Pahaar Daryaon Ke Gehrayion Mein Tujhe Dhoonda HaiAa Bhi Jaa EkbaarMere Yaar Se Na Looto Mere Mann Ka KaraarSar Kiye Yeh Pahaar Daryaon Ke Gehrayion Mein Tujhe Dhoonda HaiAa Bhi Jaa EkbaarMere Yaar Se Na Looto Mere Mann Ka KaraaaaaarHo Gaya Hai Tum Se PyarHo Gaya Hai Tum Se PyarMere Yaar Se Na Looto Mere Mann Ka KaraarMere Yaar Se Na Looto Mere Mann Ka KaraaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarJidhar Bhi Dekhoon Tu Hii Nazar Aatii HaiAankhen Bandh Karloon ToTu Aur Kareeb Aati HaiJidhar Bhi Dekhoon Tu Hii Nazar Aatii HaiAankhen Bandh Karloon ToTu Aur Kareeb Aati HaiiiiiiiiMere Yaar Se Na Looto Mere Mann Ka KaraarMere Yaar Se Na Looto Mere Mann Ka KaraarKhushbu Teri Mujhe Jo Chchu Jaati HaiMere Mann Mein Kaisey Yeh Deep Jala Jaati HaiiiiiKhushbu Teri Mujhe Jo Chchu Jaati HaiMere Mann Mein Kaisey Yeh Deep Jala Jaati HaiiiiiMere Yaar Se Na Looto Mere......Tujhe Dhoonda Haiii (Some disturbance caused)Aa Bhi Jaa EkbaarMere Yaar Se Na Looto Mere Mann Ka KaraaaaaarSar Kiye Yeh Pahaar Daryaon Ke Gehrayion Mein Tujhe Dhoonda HaiAa Bhi Jaa EkbaarMere Yaar Se Na Looto Mere Mann Ka KaraaaaaaaaaarSar Kiye Yeh Pahaar Daryaon Ke Gehrayion Mein Tujhe Dhoonda HaiiiLa la la la la la ...

16th oct 2005

2005-10-18T06:55:00.000-07:00

Falling for mere objects…things that r lifeless..its soo easy

U know wat…felt like seeig Ron again…was so easy…I just used to look at him…blush..smile to myself..listen to that deep,husky voice..used to observe his activities all day long…used to go home and write abt it..finsih…no one hurt..no wriies…JUST a crush

I loved Romney penhallow…who is he?...infact wat is he?just a mere character out of a twenty page short story…sunno wat made me adore him…but I did...my hero!

I even fell for Blue…sweet valley ka hero bhi…n a junior in my school…hehehe…was really nice…puppy love…cute,tall,nice,smiling,and then the crush ends…any problem?..nope!

A weird..balkay MAHA weird person like me has even fallen for Severus Snape who is hated by 90% of harry potter fans I think…still the spice of his character..the mystery..the nastiness…mayb even da coldness…fantastic…still had no problem…

The list goes on from Arjun Ramplall to Al pacino,,,,Johny Depp..hehe…aur pata nahin kon kon…
Bt now…there is a problem…I fell for a human being,,,who had feelings…who could love me back..who could actually feel pain…who could get aattatched…who cloould miss me…who could take care of me..who could dream…who could hope..who could pray…found Bond…aaaah..whther it’s the best thing that happened to me…I don’t know yet…the time will tell me…I wish..i just wished that i want as attached as well… I wish it did not hurt anyone….i wish it was sthing ryte in the eyes of everyone..including myself…I wish I hadn’t loosened up…I wish I had remained that brat I used to be..i wish I did not even have a choice…I wish I did not have tears in my eyes now...yet WHY…why o why do I wish for it to happen…wish for the dreams to come true…the prayers to b fulfilled…wish that everything should turn out to b well…the way we have imagined…

CONCLUSION: I m a mess!!!! And that I am responsible for someone as well…for turning all those desires into hopes…I am responsible for it all…I am a mess..
Aaaah..but still there are hopes..there are dreamz…there are prayers…Allah jee…please guide me…please male this all right for me…best for me…You can do anything….ANYTHING…please God…help me….

...

2005-10-15T13:25:00.000-07:00

shit.

the driving force 2

2005-10-01T15:34:00.000-07:00

i was talking abt my driving force once in the blog..ik dam khyaal aya....its aslo appreciation that drives me...drives me to work hard...and also drives me insane..i wonder y....

whoa!

2005-10-01T12:47:00.000-07:00

ok.im here.330 in da morning aur online beth ker us say gaalian seekh rahi huun!

i love exploring uski aur apni duusri sides of the personalities

to my dear blog

2005-09-21T10:42:00.000-07:00

da best thing abt this blog beside the fact that its pink is that evthing written in it is written in such a way that only i can understand it...:P...evil grin
or maybe someone equally crazy like me can :p

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!

2005-09-21T10:30:00.000-07:00

ok.last nite i wnet crazy...
CRAZAAYYY!
yeh
thats the word..
wese i have gone crazy a gazzillion times before but being expressive plus being crazy..
whoops!
really dangerous!!!!
aaaaa....too embarassing it is to disclose
abay yaaar!....simple baat hai..main nain eyes perpoori poem likh daaali...aur ghadi huun na..heheh..usko suna bhi daali!!!
yeh...talk abt cheese potential bubbling out ov me!!
hehehe...things happen i guess... : )
well...that reallly did gave him a shock of his life:P

dot dot dot in 102 languages!

2005-09-19T08:36:00.000-07:00

moo ne fi!

hhehehe...yeh..shows that we r equally crazy:P

m hyper...koi shakk??

2005-09-15T11:07:00.000-07:00

mister bond juss read this blog
im honoured very kind deAr sir :D
jokes apart..m reaaallly happppppyyyyy!!!!1
wooohooooooooooo!!!

the driving force?

2005-09-12T12:32:00.000-07:00

ooh..i just realised sthing....mahwash once told me that i write well but mostly agiitation is the driving force....aaah..so ryte she was...ive notcied that i open the blog whenevr sthing pisses me...hmm....bad!!
well there are soem choti choti khushyaan in between:)

......

2005-09-12T11:45:00.000-07:00

mister bond...u can b soo impossible sometimes...
aray yaar,.i wish u could understand me..is maamlay main...jis tarhan baaki cheezon main kertay ho..
pagal
pagal
pagal
pagal
pagal

choti choti khushyaan 2

2005-09-11T12:33:00.000-07:00

he just changed his nik to I LOVE MY SWEETIE

uf uf uf uf

2005-09-10T13:35:00.000-07:00

da net sucks....it does...
can u do any thing abt it?...no!
does that really make u feel like banging ur head against the wall...yes!!

Discovering cheese potential

2005-09-09T12:12:00.000-07:00

aashik banaya
aashik banaya
aashik banaya aapnay
teray bin sooni sooni hain baahain
teray bin pyiaasi piyaasi nigaahain
teray bin binasar mian aahain
teray bin...

omg
omg
omg
omg

i cant believe i happen to love this song!!

disclaimer

2005-08-30T09:17:00.000-07:00

disclaimer:i dont hate bilal Q!!!!

silly

2005-08-22T11:10:00.000-07:00

ive been trying to come here since the past 3 hrs...beeen here for the last hour...u still not at home....
conclusion:i dont like bilal qureishi!...this sucks!

HYPOCRITE

2005-08-19T13:31:00.000-07:00

m a hypocrite....disgusting!
hate her..but i smile at her face!
urghhhhh!

im 18!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2005-08-17T12:32:00.000-07:00

yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy]
im eighteeennnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!111
going wild:P
yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!
hehehe

All that i am or hope to be is because of my angel mother

2005-08-12T21:23:00.000-07:00

This email was written by osama after Honey' s mom's death...
and this is so true...so beautiful...

"sad fails to capture the emotion, shocking loses its meaning ...un believable becomes an under statement ! i cant gather enough courage to say to myself, my best friends mother is no more...but still, it was him...who called me minutes after her death to break the news to me... cant believe how someone so young can come off age so quickly...how can out of all people, HANNAN behave so maturely...how come hes the one who has sufered the greatest loss and yet, invairably, hes the one consoling everybody ! why...why is he the one to wipe tears off everyone's faces ! why did the most gentle of all men i know had to suffer this loss.. how...how come he has this composure...this will to be strong..this urge from within to hide his tears and put a brave face ! no one seems to believe the news at first...and when they do, no one can stop crying...such is the way they feel for him...such is the way they care for him... but why do i feel that tears have lost their worth...words have become meaningless...an embrace or a hug means nothing... why do i feel that despite of the days i have spent with him,i have done nothing for him...i have not said anything to make him feel better...i have not made him feel how special he is fo

despair that i feel so.

for you i will hold on,
but i know its not for long.

i promise i will try,
but if i fail you'll know why.

yet things i've done,
can never be undone.

my apologies for all,
and to all.

i'm sorry.

aaahhhh.....

2005-08-04T06:31:00.000-07:00

wish we fools could realise that religion doesnt bind but sets us free.

Choti choti khushyaaan!

2005-08-02T11:11:00.000-07:00

hehhehe...dunno y i laugh even before telling sthing funny...
Bond said:"yaar mujhay KEERA KAAT gya!"
i said waaaaaaaaaaat!!??!?!
matlab im realllyyyyyyyyyyyyy curious!
hehheheheheh...dunno y i found it funny!

Ik din aega

2005-07-25T07:46:00.000-07:00

Just recorded the song Ik din Aega in my cell...knowing that im one of the most horrible singers ever:D..but i like it..so who cares:P

Bond's okay...a bit weird...dunno wat keeps on bothering him every once in a while...hes moody...yeh..maybe thats it..mayb its becouse of Maro Baji n studies n Aunty...hope it gets better soon

and nothing else...m loving the blog more everytyme i write in it...:)

m going to knit socks on his birthday:P...sounds even funnier while writing it..but hey!..thats me...wanted it to b different this tyme...something in which i could put the unsaid...unexpressed...:)...thats y i wanted to make sthing from my own hands..lets see..hope that works....

The dreams go on....

2005-07-24T11:14:00.000-07:00

wrote this on 15th June 2002...
To begin with...one dark night...my hands are itching to write...but i am lost in the desert of lostness(duh!)...looking around...my eyes searching...my eyes searching...my mind focusing...my thoughts wandering and in the deep sea of life i look for something valuable and worthwhile to write and i end up in a jungle of bizzare ideas...trying to find the path to success...the ladder to my destiny,conquering the gloom in my path...taking out thorns out of roses..with a glimmer of hope...a gleam in my eyes to be a writer...expressing waht is true..here i find myself in a starry night gazing up at the sky...carrying the glittering stars and that is my destiny...to reach them and to do even more..something even more extra ordinary than newton or einstein....jane auston or shakespeare,,,and thinking and pondering over these thoughts..i find myself in a humungous library..so that i could learn n learn n learn my way through life...enjoying happiness at it peak and dividing sorrows to their minimum...then again i find myself in the dungeons of Proffessor Snape's potions class...asking him...infact begging him to create a potion for me...n for everyone that would always make us happy...and the dreamz go on....

ps..btw i hate Snape now!!1

with Ufone i dream the impossible

2005-07-22T13:22:00.000-07:00

first of awl id like to thanx pistol khan(kitkats future husband) for this stroke of inspiration.
*oscar tears again*
hahhahaa
oh...its the contagious laughter again...heheh...dunno wat happens n all i have is the urge to laugh that maniac wali insane laughter...that was a great testimonial mahwash:D

m sitting idle(as usual)...doin nuthin...here to write anything...theres a dvd lying in front me..aaah...the best of ashwerya rai...!....yaar that woman..so beautiful...they named a tulip afer her in holland to "celebrate her beauty".....those lovely eyes...n the balanced face..unfortunately "tipsy" voice....

aliza juss woke up...throwing a huge tantrum!(that sweatheart!)...hehhe...amazing how a childs laugh can make u smile even during the saddest of moments..its so innocent...so beautiful...so full of....cant find words:)
shes a dahling...great to b with her...trying to make her laugh...n her li'l fingers holding my huge ones(as compared to hers) to stand up...that expression of surprise and shararat when u play jjaaat with her...aaahh....masha allah!

ooh...Bond is here:)

channo

2005-07-12T12:03:00.000-07:00

i have no clue where this title has come from...maybe because a card a read a few days ago...with mahwash sayin "to a special channo".hehe

anyways...fone agya...yipppeee!...balkay he called again today(dbl yipppeeee!)....m really happy... :) choti choti khushyan....cuz li'l things matter...they really do...cant wait fer him to come back.m totally happy...but it feels different...yeh...weird...i love talking to him so much...a chunk is missing outta myself...but i guess its a good thing...i just realise how much im treated like a princess:)...yep..thats true...its actually great...

have made sthing else fer Bond....it says..."OAy U R TOTALLY NUTS JI" wrote it out of different cuttings from magazines...i love it...its fresh.colourful.so-me actually.n according to mahwash..MUJHAY TO SCIZOPHRENIC*mahwash freaking out cuz if the wrong spelling* LAGTA HAI!...per i just love the cutting thing*Clinical psychologist mahwash raises her eyebrows*
hehe

harry potter is coming..cant wait

ps...miss ya sweetie*sad far fetched heroines wali look followed by a melancholy+cheesy indian song* hehe!

The Beginning

2005-07-10T06:05:00.000-07:00

yeh...finally here...done it...thanx to mahwash (not maheads) who made it.

*mahwash sheds oscar tears*

hehehehehhehehehehh

ps..fone kiyun nahin ayaaaaaaaaaa!